Bitch, I'm baaaaacckkk. I spent about two months working on this website, writing posts and even forcing a friend into writing a contributor piece, all to go live and then go silent. Remember that dog instagram I started and subsequently gave up on? ARE YOU SEEING A PATTERN?! Momentum is something I struggle with a lot. And talking to people about it isn't always helpful in getting me moving again. As I would bitch and lament doing nothing for this blog (while sitting on my couch at 2pm on Monday with nothing else to do that day) my sweet sweet friends would tell me it's fine! You're applying to law school! Girl take that load off! Which, tbh, god bless them for.
But I started this, not for you all (lol is anyone even reading this), but for ME and as such I'm annoyed it's taken me this long to get back at it. The whole point of this blog was to create a place where I could just write whenever about whatever, hopefully making a somewhat interesting point or at least offering a glimmer of entertainment, but then I just let it all fall by the wayside as I panicked that I had nothing interesting to write. It's frustrating being on one-hand so motivated to do SOMETHING/ANYTHING while at the same time being terrified of it. Like sack the fuck up. So my point here is, GET BACK IN THE SADDLE MOTHER TRUCKER!! Send all your friends heart emojis for comforting you, but then give yourself the kick in the ass that those dear people won't. I'm supposed to be some creative-ass Cancer with water and the moon or some shit giving me all this great creative energy, but it is all for nothin if I'm not gonna do shit about it. So I'm back and here to stay.